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Is it as easy to “UNFRIEND” someone in Real Life ? October 11, 2012

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Being mad at people who were once an important irreplaceable part of your life isn’t easy. I’m not the types who gets angry at people too easily, I’m always looking at the brighter side and taking it for granted that he/she might as well be in a situation that I don’t know of.

But, sometimes, it hurts to know that someone you care so deeply for doesn’t even care for your existence!

Is a phone call or message or dropping by someone’s place so difficult in this technology infested age?

It really saddens me and hurts me immensely that I can’t share my joy with someone because they don’t have the time to pick up a call. I want you to be a part of my life, I miss the days when I would talk to you about “EVERYTHING” !

Yes, I am angry!

Yes, I am not taking your calls nor replying to your texts!

It’s because I’ve crossed my threshold of understanding.

But, somehow, even if I think of you today, I have a thousand things to thank you for !

For being my friend when I was all alone, for standing by me no matter what, for being a partner in all my crazy ideas, for being an extension of me and loving me unconditionally !

Because beneath this show of anger, it’s still all the same.

You were, are and will always be the same to me – you’re too precious  to lose !

And as Whitney Houston rightly said, “I will ALWAYS love you !”

NOTE:

This blog entry may seem to be a very normal post, but it wasn’t easy. I rarely express emotions, I have a habit of bottling emotions inside myself, and struggling alone with them.

This is an attempt to open up and let the people who matter to me know what I’m feeling !

 

Faith. Remembrance. Peace. September 18, 2012

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Dear God,

Hi! How are you doing this morning? I’m sure you have your hands full, what with 5 babies coming into the world every second, changing day to night and night to day all over the world (I’m amazed at your precision, what App do use to be so perfectly on time?), giving us snow, rain, sun, I guess the list just goes on and on!

Well, didn’t mean to bother you too much. I just had something to share with you. You know how whenever I”m sad, I cry and say: “GOD, why did this have to happen to me?”, or when I’m angry, I say: “I swear to GOD, I wont let go of the *******!”, or when I need something, I say: “GOD, please help me get this!”. You’re probably thinking, here she goes again with her ranting. But, guess what? TODAY is a bit different. I’m in a good mood today! ( Surprise? 🙂 ) And, I had to just write to you to say: “Wow, you’ve done an amazing job of making today so good for me!” Thank you for the beautiful world around me, the great friends, all the love and understanding, well, even the wonderful work and office ( Did I hear you cough right there? ), for giving me good health and vitality and for making me so happy. A big, gigantic THANK YOU for making my life worth living! A big THANK YOU for giving me hope and patience, for giving me a new beginning every morning, to start off right where I left yesterday!

I guess the world isn’t as bad as we make it out to be, you just need to tweak the strings a bit, put a few drops of oil in the right places, and boy, does life go into the highest gear in seconds! So, hey, thank you for showing me the brighter side of my life this beautiful morning!

And since, I’m so positive already, thanks for getting me Freshly Pressed too! I know you’re with me on this one!

Yours,

Juveria